Self Destruct in 3 2 1

It is never easy. It is never going to be easy but the problem is I’ve always courted easy, chosen easy, been satisfied with easy until M came along.

If losing everything you love in a span of 12 hours is a feat, guess what, I did it in 10.

Life with M wasn’t easy. Life without M, Mom and my baby girl is going to be excruciatingly difficult.

Cue SIA and self-destruct. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=539lIBy7QXs

“Breathe Me”

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there’s no one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I’ve lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

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